Thursday, December 08, 2005
Sometimes I fall into this depressed state, where nobody and nothing seems able to pull me out. Quite a few hour later, I am out of it, and I have no idea why I was feeling this way. I'd even forget what caused to to be that depressed.
Do you know how frustratingly mad that is?
It's like you don't know yourself!
ME, don't know MYSELF?!
What #$%^ is that.
I just want to put all this behind me, but once I fall into that pit, it's like I enter a new world. I'm now wiser for the WHAT? Nothing this year seems to have made me wiser. It just seems to have made everybody else wiser, and now some don't even want to talk to me, as if I did some criminal injustice to them.
Forget it man. I'll just have to take on this bloody thing myself. I always have to anyway.
9:34 am
