Monday, December 05, 2005
Ok, so I spent my day at home today with kids at ages 6, 7, 9 and 10. Not too bad, though. Considering their ages.
Sigh. Boring though. Kids will continue being kids. You can't expect them to grow up overnight.
I haven't touched my chemistry, nor have I touched my bio. Nor my other homework.
Does anybody know how to get to the YMS by public transport?
Now I'm starting to wonder whether I should go for the camp. But anyway, I said I wasn't going, so yeah. Trying to be less fickle these days, but unfortunately, I'm failing miserably.
What is dota? I've been seeing it everywhere, but what the hell is that man.
I never liked blogging on my other blog much. I don't know why.
Somehow, somewhere, it is all buried inside. I cannot leave it like this. But I am tired of takiing off layer after layer, and finding that there are more layers beneath. That's how deep down it is. Everytime I think of it, I just push it away, thinking that somehow, some day, I will manage to forget it. But I am not. It is just creating chaos. Painful chaos.
I don't want to go back to that school, yet I want to go back to a school. I want to quit that place. Please don't ask me why, and I don't ever want the name to be mentioned here. If it does, I might just pack up and leave, and just keep my blog private. I have never really appreciated the sciences, neither have I ever appreciated Mathematics and its stinking properties, neither have I ever been interested in languages. Although right now, I'm not that experienced in music when it comes to theory and all that stuff, I think I really appreciate music. At least, more than the other school subjects. It's just a natural reaction, I guess. Once I know something, I just... want to know more. [Though right now the problem is whether I'm going to be able to remember it in the long run. It sometimes turns out that way, and I don't know why.]
I miss the snyo. Jeez, who would have thought.
5:58 pm
