Friday, December 09, 2005
Hmm. I feel rather happy today. Unusual huh. (:
I miss the snyo. HUHHHHH.
I just noticed something on msn: More and more people are putting their real name. Just an observation.
Some people really make a difference in my life, for good, or for no-good. Some people are just completely insignificant, and sometimes I wonder why I make them out to be like that. Some, on the other hand, mean the whole world to me. I can't say I have plenty to spare, but I have already lost one, and I'm not going to lose another. I cannot turn time back. All I can do now is to keep those whom I have not lost. Hopefully, they will still accept me, not like her.
I can't say I came out of this none the wiser, though. But it has left me with a craving for more music. Funny.
Frankly, I still don't understand why people say I keep boasting about my diplomatic rubbish achievements. I have never, and why should I? Is there anything to gain? I don't see anything, to tell you the truth. And it's not like I have won some darn national or international competition. Now that would be something... I wish I had.
Get lost. Isn't that what you told me anyway? So now I'm telling you: GET LOST.
6:48 pm